My BMT Journey

This week's homework - My BMT Journey...

Things haven't been going too well ever since SIT test ended...
We get punished for everything we do...
What is happening?
Is it really like what platoon sergeant had said?
Getting complacent?
Is it true?
I don't know...
Am seriously dreading the punishments given...

-punishments given-

1)SHOW PARADE all the way till we POP
2)Other platoons get to slack in their own bunks during admin time while we had to clean the stupid rifle over and again in the training shed...
3)Before lunch - accumulated more than 200+ push ups excluding push ups from physical training
4)Not to forget the abysmal insanity of mind games + guilt torture when one makes mistakes
5)Standby Bed + Area Cleaning with sergeant not coming up to inspect whereby he himself set a timing to meet... Wonder if it was intentional... Did I mention we were under ALOT of time constraint? *Note that my company just underwent a renovation... Beds are converted to double deckers, new fans attached, dusty cupboards*

I sense hatred in some of my platoon mates towards our sergeants... I do see improvements in our platoon and we definitely have more teamwork than the rest of the platoon...

Are we really getting out of hand or are the sergeants getting too overboard with their expectations towards this platoon?

I want my BMT to be memorable... I want platoon 3 to be happy... I want our sergeants to be happy too... I don't want them to get angry, get personal with us... I hate it when they get disappointed with us... I only have 3 weeks left... 3 freaking weeks... Seriously, what the hell is happening? Shouldn't I savour the last few precious moments in Orion company? Sometimes I hope sitting down contemplating gets me to my answers... Haiz...