Sunday, February 07, 2010

Disappointed Again

I'm standing in such an awkward position commenting on your issues...
You know what you did... And it hurts me to even reprimand you over and over again...
Still remember what you told me? Telling me it's different for you this time...
Bullshit! You're full of bullshit!
I know it takes two hands to clap, making the relationship suffice...
But have you tried? Maybe you did... but have you given your best?
Have you not heed my words? Or am I just a spare tyre whom you seek when you're in trouble...
Someone who listens to you... Hearing what you have to say...
When will you 'mature' in this context?
You only seek content and moment of euphoria, but have you given thought to what it would be like in the long run? The consequences you have to bear, the person you will hurt in the process?
Why? Why can't you think?
It pains me to see you becoming such an irresponsible person...
You know how conflicting my emotions are? I'm your bro, your friend... I'm suppose to support you no matter what... But I can't delude myself... I see things... I've known you long and well enough to know how you react to problems in relationships... You run... You just run away from them...
You yourself know best! I shan't purge any further...
I understand it's not easy to call off a relationship... And that you'll be hurt too... But have you considered how the other party will feel?
Or perhaps you just don't love her anymore...
Please, please don't make me think any less of you anymore...
You may think it's unfair that I may have only heard her side of the story... But it's enough... Seriously enough... I don't even have to open my eyes to see who's the irresponsible one...
I know you'll be hurt seeing this blog post... But it's my way to show that I still care for you and that I want you to wake up your bloody idea...
You know what? Still remember the term I gave you? I think it still applies...

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