5th

2006, 2007, 2008, 2009, 2010...
Wow... I should be surprised I've made it this far in blogging...
This blog was set up after his death...
A form, an avenue for remembrance...
Yes, 5 years seemed too long to be true...

I was never good in speaking out or voicing out my inner thoughts...
My mind switches off as if it was hypnotically entranced when I'm faced with tough decisions...
I was never too fast to react to any of them...
What's left in me is always that mixed feelings of compulsion...

I'm glad I could express myself in words through blogging...
It's a habit... so much so that it has become an integral part of my life...
I'm not really sure why I'm writing this post...
Perhaps lingering memories always bring me back to the past...



Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
Still feel you here till the moment I'm gone