Lost Season 100

"HAIYA I DUNNO WHAT I'M FEELING NOW. I have never felt anything like this. Like I really just want this semester to end." (Eeyen, 2011)

I can totally relate myself to eeyen's situation.
The kind of incoherent feeling. It's suffocating me from the inside.
This kind of feeling sucks.
I'm having Sociology midterms tomorrow, but I couldn't care less(much?)...
I've looked through the notes over and over again... There's not really an answer... Nothing right or wrong in Sociology... It's how one argues to make his/her points sound and the way one creates a competitive advantage over others...
I don't have powerful English, I have 0 experience in essay writing...
I'm doing whatever I can to compensate for the shortfall...
The transition from Poly to Airforce to University came as a culture shock... I'm still trying to pick up the momentum amidst all the mess!
So used to the business way of tackling questions... Questions that are explicit... Questions taunting and screaming at me "EITHER YOU KNOW ME OR YOU DON'T!"
Marie once told me, "If you are a person who seeks physical answers, then Sociology is not for you..."
I feel as if I've did the wrong choice in choosing some of the modules...
That day's conversation in MacDonald's really felt like a slap on the face...
To me, it felt something like this... "WAKE UP! WHY ARE YOU TAKING MODULES THAT DOESN'T EVEN INTEREST YOU!"
It's as if I want this semester to end quickly before I can start anew and work towards what interests me...
I'm looking forward towards the next semester!
Japanese Studies, Japanese Language! HERE I COME!!!