Hai... it feels so good to be free from school... I haven't really got the time for myself until today... Vesak Day! Went to eat Swensens with my parents for the.... FIRST time!!! lol... Seems really sad ya...
Went to really pamper myself for the first time ever since I started working half year ago... never got the chance to buy anything until today... Yup!!! Precisely!!! I went for retail therapy by myself... Spent about $100+ on a few piece of shirts, pants... and two shirts for Meiling too...
Its feels so wonderful to get away from NYP, my class... MOST OF THEM!!! Seriously, I dislike the class very much... its so meaningless to be in such a class whereby intelluctual level seems of different frequency... The way they talked... the imaturity within them... insensitive ppl... All kinds of shit you can find secludes in that damn freaking class. I couldn't be bothered with them... Everytime I stepped into class, I just kept quiet... Yup... quiet all the way... living in my own world filled with music. (Earpiece in my ear) I hope this year ends quickly so I could switched to a different class.
It feels so lonely going to school everyday... Every single moment, I would think of RX (the old staffs at the point whereby I first joined in + Ah wei) , my best friends... Yeah, I miss them, they are the only ones that remained true to themselves and to the others too... As for the freaking class, the friendship bonded that apparently seemed too strong too kindred to be true just disgust me... (Puke) Those ''friendship'' they have among themselves felt so plastic-ky, so transparent... Conflicts bound to happen in that group... Till then, I'll see how the group shatter into smaller groups, separate from each other... Not that I'm evil or something, its just that I hold a very strong belief whenever it comes to friendship... From the way they continue, friendship will fail inevitably...
I somehow regretted not going to Genting with Damien and Sisters... Didn't realise they chose such a good timing for a getaway... Guess they must be having fun right now. *Envy*
Guess there's nothing I could do right now, perhaps to continue on putting the ''mask'' infront of the people in the class. Working tomorrow, hope I could enjoy myself!!! As for now, I shall rot at home to do my homework... My life sucks terribly... I need something to brighten my life...
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