Had one of my worst days at work. Looks like the disgusting dream I had before ( *** & *** smooching in the car) really came true. Though it was not exactly the same, the dream was realized somewhere along the line.
After telling Wati what *** told me & Erin on Saturday. Things started to worsen. *** interrogated me through the phone asking what I told Wati. At that split second, I was puzzled, shouldn't he be more concerned of what *** was telling to others rather than what I told Wati? Whatever it was, I related everything to him anyway.
I came to work and *** talked to me regarding that issue. He made me feel bad for what I have said. *Apologies to ME & my BIG mouth!!!* Perhaps to others, I'm just someone who started all this commotion, but to think on the other point of view, I'm just a wind that has caused the fire burning on the charcoal to blazon more furiously. I kept quiet for the first 2 hours of work feeling guilty. I analyzed on what *** had said and felt more frustrated because it just doesn't make any sense to me!
He told me that Wati had insulted on his professionalism. To piece everything together, it is politically incorrect for Wati to question his professionalism coz his the boss (opps, did I mention anyone?) but on the other hand, putting his professionalism at stake, coming to work with a hangover after the booze at Momo denying that it was some sort of ''food poisoning'' where symptoms of hangover actually proved more accurate. LOL!!! This is ironic... To aggravate matters, I have a bimbo wannabe who was actually stupid enough to brag to me & Erin, ''Ooooo, I got a chance to kiss ***'s cheek yesterday.'' Though I have selective hearing at times, DISTINCT quotes like this cannot be forgotten.
I was disappointed when I tried to talk to Erin about what the bimbo had said and all she could tell me was, '' I can't remember a thing coz I was feeling unwell at that time.'' Whatever reason or excuse that was, I just felt played out... Stabbed right on the back... WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD, BIN! I have just entered the world of politics...
Seriously, I don't think there is any professionalism to talk about when private matters are dragged into conversations like this. All I see as a service crew is personal preferences, biasness and unfairness. That bimbo isn't just wiping at ***'s balls, she is directly GRABBING & GRIPPING his balls disallowing other people to touch it. How amazingly selfish can she be!? LOL! Who knows she is just one helluva UNCLE-KILLER!
Why does evil always takes the lead leaving the good to stagnant? Why does hardwork and effort put into something results in people being unappreciative? Why? What is wrong with men at these ages? First is Mr Png, followed by Mr Colin, now ***!!! FUCK CARE LA!!! I can't be bothered. I'm off to sleep.
P.S.
The fact I am the one who caused things to turn out like this cannot be smeared or wipe away. I seriously feel bad for what I have done but it has also made me realized in times like this, who I am able and unable to trust. It has just made me seen the uglier side of a person. Haiz... Is the family I once loved still exist? I really don't know what is left in there for me to look into... Perhaps it is really part and parcel of lives we need to get through with...
1 comment:
hey my dearest bro =]
truth be told, i do admit a lot of things have changed within the span of a few days. secrets have been made know, lies have been told, defences have been made. we can only stand aside and be the backbone. don't even think about blaming urself for this incident because it's entirely not your fault. really. u're a strong person with a good sense of morality. be proud of it. =]
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