Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Utter Disappointment

I'm dying out of utter disappointment... I don't see the mistake of me helping out Wati when she needs one desperately... I told Erin I can't work this week because I need to study for my exams, but from past experiences, even though I'm in Poly or busy with other stuffs, I never fail to replace anyone for work unless it really clashes with my schedule. If anyone in the outlet would call me, and I happen to have the time to spare, I will definitely try my best to help... I don't think anyone appreciates my help in the outlet... Sacrifices I have made just to help cover other people from MC... No one sees it... no one will ever see it...

I'm so disappointed with Tim, I don't see a need of him making a big fuss in the outlet of me going to help Wati at Funan... It's so coincident that there were 2 people on MC in RX and Wati needs my help so I went to help her because I was free at that time... I'm not just doing a favour for Wati, its out of pure friendship... Moreover, I'm replacing Suzy, not any Tom, Dick or Harry... No one from RX called me to see if I'm free to help... no one... so how am I suppose to know that RX needs people...

I don't care what other people sees in me, my loyalty still goes to RX... Its the outlet where I learnt, laugh, joke and cry... Its my first outlet... I can't bear to leave RX yet...

I'm so disapponted right now... Really am....

3 comments:

Cheshire said...

life is great. No worries my little friend!

missnio said...

hey my dear,

i know what you must be feeling, because in a lot of ways, i feel the same way too. when i give so much to the outlet, and yet it feels like a crime when i can't give more hours. it frustrates me a lot sometimes too.

but in any case, what happened that day was miscommunication, and mostly frustrations over the shortage of staff, that was let out on you because of the incident. i still think you shouldn't take it personally, because as far as i know, tim really does still appreciate the work you've put in, and the loyalty to the outlet. i see it, and i'm sure tim sees it too.

try not to feel to bad about it k? i'm here if u need to talk about it. =]

love ya, bro.

yUNnIe mOoMoOz said...

don't feel sad anymore bro. and come to work with a smile on ur face and things are alright now. cheers. =] don't take it too hard otherwise it will led u to no where.