Choices

Yes... Choices... We are often forced to decide on one when succumbed to tough circumstances... Choices we made vary from day to day; as easy as choosing an item from a grocery store to making one that would either mend or break one's life...

I have met certain people in life claiming to me that they have "no choice"... Has anyone realised that claiming to have no choice is ironically but a choice? When the answer "no choice" is accepted from the recipient, it is clear that chances may have been given beforehand... And the instant the recipient accepts "no choice" as an answer, it is concluded that he/she had already given up hope on that particular person...

Over the years, I've became less tolerant to people giving me excuses... The circuit inside me just gets shorter and shorter... Pending to trigger an explosion into hysteria... I often cast an incredulous stare at my poly mates when excuses good or bad are being thrown at me... It just goes to show the choices they have made... The different priorities they have set for themselves...

I hovered between two extreme ends in Poly... People either like me alot or they hate me to the core... Sad to say, being bothered by insignificant utterance from insignificant people was not even classified under my list... Some people are just so insignificant that I could even forget their names if I don't see them for a month or so...

Having said that, I'm glad the 3 years in Poly finally came to an end... I've got what I wanted, made great friends in the process and I leave with no regrets...

In less than 24 hours, I'm about to depart for another chapter in my life - NS... This feeling seemed surreal even though the thought of getting in had constantly lingered in the back of my head... I'm not sure how it feels to be inside... But I hope I will enjoy this experience...

I'm still glad that everything went on smoothly even though last year had been abit rough... We had our moments of happiness, sadness and definitely, foolishness... The bad thing is that it happened and the good thing is that it ended...

A quote from Desperate Housewives which I found rather true... "everyone has a dirty little laundry"... Different choices we've made had led to the creation of our own dirty little secrets... This quote had never been more relevant than it should be... It's the little choices that we've made throughout our lives that made us who we are today...

Something provocative to think about... What is left of us when the dirty little secrets we've guarded so cautiously... exposed to others? What will be left of us? Will we still be who we are?

I've left many unanswered questions in my blog... Perhaps that's the way of life... We seek to find out these answers...

And as I end this entry, the blog will officially be on 'hiatus' mode until the rightful owner - me returns!

P.S. To those who have made the farewell meaningful and special to me... A BIG THANKS to you guys! :)