As I'm typing this entry... I seriously don't know what state I'm in now... Am I feeling happy? Am I feeling sad? Are those somewhat simple descriptions of emotions good enough to convey what I'm feeling at this point of time? I really don't know... I'm dumbfounded... This surge of feeling is really unbearable... So unbearable that I feel like bursting out in tears... But I can't... I don't know why... I can't even remember when did I last cried? The feeling of letting everything out... letting it go... letting it loose... I don't know why I'm feeling so emotional today... Has it been a long day? A very long and tiring one? Or is it the fever kicking in? I'm feeling dazed the whole day trying to get a grip on myself... What the hell am I doing?
Timo & Hannah just left not long ago... They surprised me with the belated birthday present... I'm really touched... They got me a headphone... It's from BOSE... Something I really needed even though I've contemplated with the idea of getting it at a later time... It was really a surprise gift... The thought of getting it really did crossed my mind before... Sort of a feeble passing idea that flashed through my mind and ended in that instance... It's really attentive and thoughtful of them to buy something I needed even though I did not verbally express the desperation to get it... Thank You guys... The words of gratitude and gratification is really something beyond what I myself can express in words... I thank you all dearly and love you guys...
And lastly, the chocolates from "SIN" which costs $50... That must have hurt the pocket really badly... Arigatou...
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