you know the kind of feeling?
knowing you screwed up but you still continue to live in denial hoping things will turn for the better...
it just gets worse isn't it?
is there a book on "lowering expectations for dummies"?
as much as i try to be less hard up on grades in university...
it still spoils my mood whenever i get shitty results...
i hate this kind of feeling...
it sucks...
i hate to keep negative feelings bottled up...
i need to shout, i need to scream, i need to destroy, i need to tear, i need out!
but sadly, i can't...