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I'm feeling extremely desolated and tired for some reasons... Having nightmares just aggravate matters... How sickening is it to dream and experience visions of your dad getting into a car accident?

I'm not sure what the dream is trying to tell me... One thing for sure, it doesn't seem very encouraging...

In reality, we cant seem to get long with each other... Sometimes, you just can't force the same magnetic poles to attract... The more you do, the worse it gets... I am not the type of accommodating son like my brother, I'm just a stubborn bullhead when I think I'm right about my own views... But still, no one would want their parents to befall into such misfortune...

I'm feeling shitty right now... Damn it! Slap myself!


Your message came at the right time... Thanks YM... :)