Sunday, March 26, 2006

Undiscovered Brand New Experience

It was an ugly morning when I woke up only to hear my handphone ringing loudly... I was enjoying the bed which I've long for when I swoop places with my brother... The bed was damn comfortable compared to my ''springed-out'' bed... feels like sleeping on bunch of uneven lumps... haiz... can't remember when I had my last good night sleep... I'm going back to that lump again today... looks like its about time to get a new bed!!! But... but.... no $$$.... (weep)

As I refreshed myself knowing that I won't... I head to meet my friend Meiling for the outreach performance that never seemed to reach other people or publicise MWO... haiz... but never mind... we go there to enjoy playing the music we like... so it really doesn't matter much... :)

Justina couldn't made it for the performance and so... Adrian came... playing with him really boost my motivation to play my music SO MUCH better.... and louder of course... He's an expert when it comes to musicality & technicality... I never regret playing with him... BUT his not going to join us for the National Band Competition... NO~~~~~ haiz... why am I always given the taste of heaven for just a short period of time and feel the lost of what is being appreciated... Its a thing for me to ponder again...

There really isn't much to talk about today... It was a typical day like any other day... perhaps more spices in it... I guess... hmm... Its going to reach Choon's birthday soon... gotta write him a birthday message... guess I'll stop here... Bye, my dear friend!!!

Me at Gasthof Euverem in Holland, Hueveland Posted by Picasa

An Untouched ''Debt''... A New Genesis...

Hmm... after much time of setting up this blog... probably about a year ago... I guess this is the first time I'm posting a blog in the net.... *applause*

So much have past since the eventful year 2005... I should say I'm having a good start for myself after all the crap and stuffs I've been through last year... hope this year wouldn't be as bad as last year even though signs have shown Taurus won't be able to journey a smooth & peaceful path ahead... ''BAD'' omen... haiz... On the optimistic side, I'm sure we control the fates in our own hands... what comes will come... its just the way we see and handle things in our own perspective...

I guess it must have been approximately half a year since the departure of my dear friend... looks like chrono do travel faster when you don't realise it... everything happens in a blink of an eye... the sorrow and loneliness in my heart have gradually diminished through the months... It really wasn't easy getting through it... but certain distinctive people walked in my life and taught me somewhat to let go and look back... feel... just feel and never ever dwindle in the past... the nostalgic feelings that seclude inside me have become what people always says, '' part and parcel of life. '' Sure those are wonderful memories...

Hmm... I suppose a new and excruciating journey awaits me to venture... Poly life is going to start after the hectic days of 'O' levels... So many months of mindless working have made me use my brain lesser & lesser & lesser... but sure I did gain ALOT of experience... especially the hands-on stuffs, and how to be tactful when talking to idiotic customers. (bastards & bitches) I am SO going to miss my crazy gang of friends in TCC outlet... Especially My wonderful managers, Tim(Daddy), Wati(Emily) & of course Amin(Pervert)... Not to leave out my talking, crapping & bitching buddy Sharon and so many other crazy staff.... hmm... I guess it would be about 3 weeks count down from now on... when my schedule ''ANY DAY, ANYTIME'' becomes... ah.... mmm.... UNPREDICTABLE!!!! haiz... let time decides everything... hope I can cope between my studies & work at the same time as well... Haha... I'm craving for some stress of homeworks, lectures and other stuffs in Poly... ( What a sadist I am... lol ). My mind has been processing rather slow nowadays, jokes which I could understand & catch at the same time seemed unfamiliar to me... too relaxed and care-free for the past few months I guess... haha...

I guess I'll end here... its getting real late now... till then... Hope you're looking what I'm writing now... dear friend... Nite...