Wonderful

Wonderful by Annie Lennox...
Very very nice song!
The strong beat in the chorus is so catchy!

アシタもしもキミがいない

I was walking home and my ipod hit this song...
I listened to the words she sang and it made me sad...

Blood Donation

A very meaningful day... I'm loving it... Who knows I'll become a permanent blood donor in future... I guess I really don't mind doing it at all...

Haven't really pay a visit to Chinatown all this while... Sat down on those roadside stalls and the first thing that caught my attention was the glutinous rice ball stall! I really miss eating them... Nowadays, items like this are really quite hard to find...

Glutinous rice ball was somewhat an integral part of my childhood life... Used to make them with my mum all the time... Love pounding the dough and rolling them into gigantic ball-like shapes... It was so much fun! Kinda miss making them...

Eh... *stun*
That person creeps me out...
Being too friendly seems to give people the wrong signals...

23rd of April

Something important was given away...
I must have gone nuts... perhaps I already am... LOL!

Troubled

Vincent's facing alot of family problems lately...
This issue has dragged for as long as I could remember... Like since Sec 1?
Felt rather helpless that I couldn't help much...
Some adults are really selfish...
Divorce is the only way to solve the problem - to escape, to take back the money that was contributed to the house...
Adultery??? Screw that!!!
Heartless bastards... Yes... I mean his Dad and his Grandpa(deceased due to stroke[KARMA])...
He may not be able to live at the current 'home' sheltering him anymore...
Haiz...

still thinking about that fateful night... hmmmm...

was chatting with xiao nick and he said this...

"life isn't about the stuff you do, it is rather what you learnt from it and who you pick up along the way"

have to say it's kinda true...

i think he's like the only person i know who doesn't seems to grow old...

What To Do?

I sometimes dreamt of being piggyback by someone... I'm not sure whether I know that person or not... I never had the chance to catch a glimpse of it... I kinda regretted reading this from dreammoods... Curiosity does kills the cat...

"To dream that you are riding piggyback on someone, represents your lack of power or control in a situation. You are just going along with whatever decisions are being made. Alternatively, being on piggyback points to issues of codependency."

Have to say that the decipherment is rather true... So true it sends shivers down my entire body... It symbolises a kind of weakness... Yes... The inner me exudes nothing but fragility and uncertainty... The analyzation ended with the word 'codependency'.... This is kinda freaking me out... Am I thinking too much?

NDP

It is not about reaping any benefits off from the day's event...
Forget the beads of perspiration that never stopped...
Forget how sore the foots are, how thirsty one could get...
Skipping meals are alright...
Seeing the kids completing the 'race' was rather fulfilling...
I have to say it wasn't easy, but I'm glad they made it to the last stride...
More excruciating practices for them to go through...
Amid all the confusion, we still end the day on a light note...
I wonder how it would be like counting down the remaining days left...
They made my day even though they are rather cheeky...
I'm going to be so proud of them anyway... :)

perhaps no answer may be the best answer to the question

this has to be the most confusing week ever...

please remove me from my brain

you make dead people seem like party animals

Mulling Over Nothing

To exist as a human being, we sometimes ponder...
I sometimes ponder why am I even typing this out...
Ironically, a sufficient amount of precious time is spent unknowingly on questions which often leave us bemused or even lost...
Yes... I ponder...
I sometimes ponder why do I have such a useless brother?
I always wished I had an elder sibling which I could look up to...
But he's not even close... He doesn't understand the gravity of the situation here...
Everyone has their own problems, but he seems to be able to live his life in devoid, in denial... Or perhaps delusional I would say...
Should I commend him on his "happy-go-lucky" personality?
Hmmm... Maybe not?