It feels wonderful to sit down, relax and do nothing at home... I'm so busy or should I say I'm keeping myself busy these days... It seems that many people have their own problems. I have my own problems too but I'm learning to deal with it...
I felt so much better now comparing the week I spent before... Guilty for bringing my emotions to work which I shouldn't be doing on the first week of my holidays. Had Wati worried, Sorry Gal! I'll try my best not to... haha...
Received a mail from Tim... looks like he's promoted and will be transferred at the end of the month. I would have been quite affected in the past coz one of the RX staff is leaving but no hard feelings now... Its just a matter of time for the entire reshufflement. People come people go... So the only thing I can do now is enjoy the moments I have before things start to change again.
Starkey would be resigning soon for his dance career, I guess there will be 2 to 3 transfers coz both Yun and Suzy are turning full-time next week. So many changes... hai...
Clearing tables always bring back wonderful memories with my khaki Sharon... I would clear the table and she would come with a tray to put the glasses on, sometimes when our minds don't coordinate, we end up pausing wondering who to do what and finally ending up with the chinese word ' mei mo qi' aka no chemistry coz we should somewhat understand the tasks we want/need to do to help each other without even spitting a single word... Those were the days man... Really miss working with her...
There's Amin whom I missed alot too... I hope he's doing fine with his own outlet. This crazy man taught me hosting and lots of stuff, basically on general knowledge and the world outside... just love this guy man... I took the first motorcycle ride with him... It's so fun! Though he's the happy-go-lucky type, he's serious in the things he does. Admire his character... haha...
Abd is also a very good staff... Though I didn't really knew much about him... We always play and make fun of each other during work... his Abd-py and I'm Gou-bin... he's becoming fitter each time I see him... Thanks to NS... lol...
Haha... All the memories will & still remain in the small humble outlet... It's what that always keeps me going excluding the bad ones... hehe... Holidays going to end... So many things have happen in this short period of time... It's time to turn back to that sickening school of mine... and schedule's going back to the same old few timing... May god bless this outlet...
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
...Nightmare... Professionalism *skeptical*
Had one of my worst days at work. Looks like the disgusting dream I had before ( *** & *** smooching in the car) really came true. Though it was not exactly the same, the dream was realized somewhere along the line.
After telling Wati what *** told me & Erin on Saturday. Things started to worsen. *** interrogated me through the phone asking what I told Wati. At that split second, I was puzzled, shouldn't he be more concerned of what *** was telling to others rather than what I told Wati? Whatever it was, I related everything to him anyway.
I came to work and *** talked to me regarding that issue. He made me feel bad for what I have said. *Apologies to ME & my BIG mouth!!!* Perhaps to others, I'm just someone who started all this commotion, but to think on the other point of view, I'm just a wind that has caused the fire burning on the charcoal to blazon more furiously. I kept quiet for the first 2 hours of work feeling guilty. I analyzed on what *** had said and felt more frustrated because it just doesn't make any sense to me!
He told me that Wati had insulted on his professionalism. To piece everything together, it is politically incorrect for Wati to question his professionalism coz his the boss (opps, did I mention anyone?) but on the other hand, putting his professionalism at stake, coming to work with a hangover after the booze at Momo denying that it was some sort of ''food poisoning'' where symptoms of hangover actually proved more accurate. LOL!!! This is ironic... To aggravate matters, I have a bimbo wannabe who was actually stupid enough to brag to me & Erin, ''Ooooo, I got a chance to kiss ***'s cheek yesterday.'' Though I have selective hearing at times, DISTINCT quotes like this cannot be forgotten.
I was disappointed when I tried to talk to Erin about what the bimbo had said and all she could tell me was, '' I can't remember a thing coz I was feeling unwell at that time.'' Whatever reason or excuse that was, I just felt played out... Stabbed right on the back... WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD, BIN! I have just entered the world of politics...
Seriously, I don't think there is any professionalism to talk about when private matters are dragged into conversations like this. All I see as a service crew is personal preferences, biasness and unfairness. That bimbo isn't just wiping at ***'s balls, she is directly GRABBING & GRIPPING his balls disallowing other people to touch it. How amazingly selfish can she be!? LOL! Who knows she is just one helluva UNCLE-KILLER!
Why does evil always takes the lead leaving the good to stagnant? Why does hardwork and effort put into something results in people being unappreciative? Why? What is wrong with men at these ages? First is Mr Png, followed by Mr Colin, now ***!!! FUCK CARE LA!!! I can't be bothered. I'm off to sleep.
P.S.
The fact I am the one who caused things to turn out like this cannot be smeared or wipe away. I seriously feel bad for what I have done but it has also made me realized in times like this, who I am able and unable to trust. It has just made me seen the uglier side of a person. Haiz... Is the family I once loved still exist? I really don't know what is left in there for me to look into... Perhaps it is really part and parcel of lives we need to get through with...
After telling Wati what *** told me & Erin on Saturday. Things started to worsen. *** interrogated me through the phone asking what I told Wati. At that split second, I was puzzled, shouldn't he be more concerned of what *** was telling to others rather than what I told Wati? Whatever it was, I related everything to him anyway.
I came to work and *** talked to me regarding that issue. He made me feel bad for what I have said. *Apologies to ME & my BIG mouth!!!* Perhaps to others, I'm just someone who started all this commotion, but to think on the other point of view, I'm just a wind that has caused the fire burning on the charcoal to blazon more furiously. I kept quiet for the first 2 hours of work feeling guilty. I analyzed on what *** had said and felt more frustrated because it just doesn't make any sense to me!
He told me that Wati had insulted on his professionalism. To piece everything together, it is politically incorrect for Wati to question his professionalism coz his the boss (opps, did I mention anyone?) but on the other hand, putting his professionalism at stake, coming to work with a hangover after the booze at Momo denying that it was some sort of ''food poisoning'' where symptoms of hangover actually proved more accurate. LOL!!! This is ironic... To aggravate matters, I have a bimbo wannabe who was actually stupid enough to brag to me & Erin, ''Ooooo, I got a chance to kiss ***'s cheek yesterday.'' Though I have selective hearing at times, DISTINCT quotes like this cannot be forgotten.
I was disappointed when I tried to talk to Erin about what the bimbo had said and all she could tell me was, '' I can't remember a thing coz I was feeling unwell at that time.'' Whatever reason or excuse that was, I just felt played out... Stabbed right on the back... WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD, BIN! I have just entered the world of politics...
Seriously, I don't think there is any professionalism to talk about when private matters are dragged into conversations like this. All I see as a service crew is personal preferences, biasness and unfairness. That bimbo isn't just wiping at ***'s balls, she is directly GRABBING & GRIPPING his balls disallowing other people to touch it. How amazingly selfish can she be!? LOL! Who knows she is just one helluva UNCLE-KILLER!
Why does evil always takes the lead leaving the good to stagnant? Why does hardwork and effort put into something results in people being unappreciative? Why? What is wrong with men at these ages? First is Mr Png, followed by Mr Colin, now ***!!! FUCK CARE LA!!! I can't be bothered. I'm off to sleep.
P.S.
The fact I am the one who caused things to turn out like this cannot be smeared or wipe away. I seriously feel bad for what I have done but it has also made me realized in times like this, who I am able and unable to trust. It has just made me seen the uglier side of a person. Haiz... Is the family I once loved still exist? I really don't know what is left in there for me to look into... Perhaps it is really part and parcel of lives we need to get through with...
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