在我生命中的每一天

I came across this television show called Dou Ge Jing Yi on Channel 8... Some singing competition for the elderly... There was this special performance by Ling Xiao and an unknown singer... Then they sang this song... I was like OMG! It's this song! The song is really special... It accompanied me through my childhood days but I didn't know what the title was... Damn nice... Classic song! Really brought back lots of memories...

Choked

This was the worst nightmare ever... I'm not sure whether to describe this as a nightmare or a reality... I was climbing up a ladder that was leading up to a sky scraper... I think I was supposed to save someone in trouble... However, that was not the point...

In the entire dream, I was gasping for air... REALLY gasping for air... I could neither breath through my nose or my mouth... The entire process was excruciating... I remembered struggling to force out whatever that was choked under my throat... I needed to get the air stream moving... The struggle was however futile... I knew I was definitely struggling for more than 10 minutes in that stupid dream...

Suddenly, I sensed a wave of vigorous beats hitting the back of my throat... It was vibrating so fast... I was also secreting saliva at the same time... The saliva tasted different... It was sourish... I think the word "acidic" was the appropriate scientific term to be used here... Shortly after that, I felt as if a gush of fluid was going to regurgitate out of my mouth... It was horrible... The fluid was fighting its way out of the throat... I forced myself to break out of that binding dream... I succeeded... I managed to snapped out of that dream...

Beads of perspiration flowed down from my forehead as I woke up... I was breathing heavily... I've never felt so relieved to know that air was once again present... I've never ever perspire upon waking up from dreams before... I rushed for the toilet knowing I was going to vomit soon... Ended up infront of the basin without anything coming out...

It was having mixed feelings... Part of me wanted whatever that was inside the throat to be freed while the other part of me didn't wanted it... I leaned on the ledge to cool myself down whilst coughing... The gasp for air was real... I thought I was dying...

And I'm still coughing after half an hour had passed... :S

Back Tracking

The different celebrations that have occurred over the span of one week... It was tiring to go out everyday meeting all my friends... But it was definitely worth it... =]

I especially missed Meiling, MeiHui, Weijie & Erica... I don't get to see them as often as I did in the past...

The 1st was with NUS cum Band clique

The 2nd








The 3rd was with Weijie


The 4th



The 5th



I had about 2 glasses of 300ml Vodka... Well... It's my first time trying pure Vodka without mixing other stuff... Didn't know it was so much stronger than red wine... Well, my face did flushed abit...

Evil

A malevolent inclination... Gosh... Since when I'm so evil...

Pain

Have you ever felt losing someone so dear to you?
How does it feel like when pain becomes numb? So numb everything comes to an end... Sucked into an eternal void...
Can you picture it?
Standing infront of a vast ashen-covered field... staring at the mahogany horizon when everything seems crashing down upon you, piercing through every inch of your body...
Can you still feel that pain torturing you as the seconds ticked?
Will you still be the strong-willed person you once stood before... defending yourself, avoiding any unnecessary pain?

So is this the future?

O_O

Kudos to KARA!!! ALL THE WAY!!!
No matter how many times I've watched this... I still laughed at it!

Cards, Board, Sweets, Alcohol & Apparels

Indeed... A very good 21st birthday... I'm blessed... Erica bought an interesting T-shirt for me... It really does decribes the situation I'm in... Not bad eh... You do understand me... Haha! And Yiting got me my first watch... Thanks lots! I still have one more to come... That "secret" stuff... It will only come on late May early June... What in the world is it that you guys think I may like that "stuff" when I myself don't even know what I really like? Hmmm... Somemore it's ordered online... WTH is it?

Itchy Hands

Earlier on, all my configurations done to my blog got wiped out... Thanks to my itchy hands! I went to click on the "upgrade" template button and VIOLA! Everything disappeared, back to default...

Hmmmm... So what's new hur? YES! Something new! Notice the blue "harbour/lighthouse" designs beside the headings? That's all.. Crap... But my blog did looked better after that... Hohohohoho...

And I really liked the "New Moon" widget... Cool isn't it?

Japanese Graduation Day

I somehow wished Singapore had a graduation song like this... I'm sure it would leave some wonderful memories for us... A song shared by everyone...

自由曲

Very hard song to sing... The choir looks and sounds scary... The chords felt melancholy but uncomfortable at the same time... *shivers*

27

Birthday celebration was fun... Happy Belated Birthday Neek!

The 4th Consecutive Day

Today's food was NUTS! *buRRRRPPPPPPPPPP* How to go to sleep in such BO-LO-TED state?

Something Funny

A quote from my friend I saw in MSN... The way the sentence was phrased made me laughed for quite sometime...

"Pui Chao Nua to NTU NUS! Consider to the fullest extent? I pui to the fullest extent too!"

Each intake just gets harder and harder... Some friends whom I thought would definitely make it didn't made the cut this time... I'm really surprised... Why is it so hard to get into Singapore Uni? Why?

Thanks Jie!

Jie celebrated with me today... He came to fetch me, sent me back and everything... It was so nice of him though we got lost on the way several times to the new Tampines Mall... Haha! Not to mention that we got lost heading back too! Twice the road idiocy but it was fun though! Haha... And he continued to get lost again on his way to Singapore Poly... When he smsed saying he just reached SP, the time was about... 8.45pm??? It shocked the hell out of me coz I reached home about 7pm... I called him and he told me he spent most of his time going in circles in Woodlands... It suddenly felt like a maze to him... Haha... Well... I'm sure it would have been 10x WORSE if it was me who was driving!

Anyway, this was his car! Suzuki Swift Sports! So nice! Love it!




Weird plushie toy in the car...


Food at Manpuku


Thanks Jie! Meet up soon! :)

:(

Hey! Just remember we'll always be there for you! Nothing's going to break apart... Jiayou! I know you'll be fine in no time... I know it hurts and I totally understand the pain... Just wait for the wound to heal... It will... It just takes time...

The Pressiesssss

More to come~~~ more unknown stuffs... But I love all of them!

I'm So Happy!

Hidetuba says:
Mr Idiot

あなたの目を開けなさい says:
fujita-san!
konbawa

Hidetuba says:
こんばんは
your performance was great

あなたの目を開けなさい says:
really???

Hidetuba says:
of course it's not professional. but really great

I'm so happy! I think the recording really made me sounded not bad! Wahahaha~~~ Kinda decieving though! Hohohoho~~~ Getting recognition from Fujita-san is 1000 times more shuang than anything... I'm so happy!

=]

A million thanks to YOU! You guys know who you are! I am deeply touched...





P.S. Although I was stressed by Mr Tim and Miss Jama to decide on something for them to get for me... I have to say the books were damn chio la! I really like it alot! Love you guys!

OMG! WTH!

This is another sick video after Susan Boyle... I think Britain's Got Talent Season 3 is really interesting this time...

Freaky Monday

Well... More freaky stuff at the toilet again... It's abit different this time... It's a guy standing infront of the urinal for don't know how long? With his fly unzip and everything... Standing there hoping to get laid by somebody... Well! Go to some other place la! You are polluting the toilet!

Freaky Friday

It was five minutes before I ended work... Went to the toilet and pee before meeting up with Jama for a night run... Heard a super loud ring tone in the handicap cubicle which immediately caught my attention... I turned my back around whilst standing in the "peeing" position to find someone dashing out of the cubicle without washing his hands... Couldn't get a glimspe of his front view as the motion was too quick... In a split second, he was out of the toilet... I turned my direction back (head facing the handicap cubicle) again and to my horror, I saw a hand shutting the door from the inside... It was the exact same handicap cubicle! I was stunned not knowing what to do... I thought my heart was going to jump out of my throat... At that moment, getting out of the toilet was the prior action coz I could hear footsteps... He was coming out soon... It was so freaky... I got out of the toilet before he came out of the cubicle... As I got out knowing I was safe and protected, (lots of parents waiting to fetch their kids after tuition) my wretched curiosity kicked in... I stood in the crowd to take a good look at that guy... And he was perspiring... Well... I think it's clear enough what's happening in there... God... This is so scary...

Improvements

Qns 1: What's the worst part about running?

Having to drag myself down to run... The mental 'fight' is exhausting...

Qns 2: What's the best part about running?

When I finally take my first step and start running knowing that I've got past the worst part...

It was quite random... I decided to time myself on 2.4km... 12 mins! I see vast improvements! And I can mount the DIgusting bar 5 times liao... But my palm hurts... And the callouses are coming out... OH LORD!

FUNNY!

DIgusted

I was abit DIgusted with what I've heard and seen... Gosh... I would never want to meet this kind of person in my life... Amid all this, my brother and his gf was nice enough to buy me the "MOON" jigsaw puzzle for my birthday... It's so nice... Waiting for it to come, hope they don't buy the wrong one... *pray*

Cool

Dakota Fanning is playing Jane in New Moon... Twisted over powdered make up vampire... With red irises... Haha... That's cool... She played in Hansel & Gretel, Hide & Seek, Charlotte's Web and also from The Secret Life of Bees... Nice movies...



The management nearly removed Taylor Lautner from the cast in New Moon as they think he would not fit the image of Jacob at the later part of the show... He looked weird in the wig when he acted in Twilight... Cool... New Moon would require him to cut his fake hair away... And he looks like this... 360 degrees change eh? He gained 30 pounds just to fit the image... I think teenage girls will go gaga over him...

Son Of All Bitches

Was instructed by my boss to get students to fill up the evaluation form on their teacher...

I stood infront of the class and explained to them...

Bitch No.1 : *Puzzled* Why do we need to fill up the evaluation form when it's only the 3rd lesson of the class? Evaluation should only be done when the course reaches 75% or perhaps done at the last lesson...

Me : Oh, this is actually a common practice in our company... We are instructed to gather feedbacks from our students so as to rectify any problems students may face at this point of time
...

Bitch No.1 : Well, I'm unable to fill up this portion... How am I supposed to evaluate the portion on the course's effectiveness? Don't you think it's a waste of paper?

Bitch No.2 : Instructed by your boss? So that's your answer?

Me : Well, you may choose to omit the area on the course's effectiveness but getting feedbacks from the students on our teachers is our main objective...

Bitch No.1 : *Grimacing face*

Bitch No.2 : I pass this to you later... *Went out of the classroom*

I swore I could have punch those two in the face... They think they are so smart and all... Talking in such atrociously proud tone, trying to made me feel imbecile or inferior... Go to hell...

What's even more infuriating is that Bitch No.2 is the owner of the religious school A******... How ironic... I pity those Muslim kids that study in his school... So clever eh? So proud eh? Then why are you taking Complete Book Keeping course?

FUCK ME!

Kaleidoscope

I wonder if anywhere in Singapore sells Kaleidoscope... Looking at this makes me salivate... Really love weird stuffs like this...

MLM

Want to know what turns me off the most? MLM... Multi Layered Marketing aka Monetary Leeching Monsters

Didn't really had an enjoyable dinner with my friend on Sunday...

I still take the initiative to catch up with old friends that still hold considerable position in my heart... Updating each other on our lifes... Reminiscing about the past... Having said all that... My ideal meeting session seemed remotely near my expectations... It was every other thing than what I foresaw...

Think this MLM shit came across to him about 2 years ago... People change... For better or for worse... And yes they do... They change... I was abit appalled by his approach of selling... Come on OLD FRIEND! You've chosen the wrong person to talk to! I'm not some gullible piece of dumboshit that is easily manipulated by your selling skills! His desire to sell his products got stronger everytime we met... Before meeting up with him... I was grasping to this "feeble" hope of mine thinking that he is not going to start another round of his "enriching" talk this time... Much to my disappointment... I was nevertheless, wrong again...

As he starts to open his mouth, my inner self immediately diminishes into a state of nothingness... I was really disturbed (portion contributed to pissed off) by his aggressiveness till it came to a point whereby I totally shut myself off from him... Was he totally oblivious to my body language... I shrugged, shrugged and shrugged... I was exuding the signal of "NOT INTERESTED" in every inch of my body... Can't he just stop?

As he continued his yuckity yankity... I pondered and tried to find an answer to the rationale behind all this aggressive selling... Is it true that the products work wonders to the extent that you are so willing to share it with everyone or is it money you are getting out from me? I should give myself the benefit of the doubt, shouldn't I? *smirk*

So tell me what was HIS agenda of initiating this "catching up" session? Was he really keen to meet up with me for old time's sake or am I just one of his puppet-to-be-manipulated-soon old friend? Man! I wonder!

Anyway, I felt used in a way... Used in that sense that I could've been his potential "client"... Rather than meeting up, I could have stayed at home to finish up whatever that was left of Zettai Kareshi...

He's not the person I knew 5 years ago... Not anymore... Or perhaps from his perspective, I wasn't the one he expect to be what I would be at this point of time... In certain aspects of life, I've changed... However, I still see myself as who I am... My My... What was the purpose of all this?

絶対彼氏

Nice show recommended by Tim... This show is adapted from a manga... And its by Yuu Watase! One of my favourite manga writers... Another great production since Fushigi Yuugi (1996)... Memories man! I was in mad love with that anime and bought the whole collection of it... Very very nice anime... It topped Japanese Most Watched Anime in the past...