I'm dying out of utter disappointment... I don't see the mistake of me helping out Wati when she needs one desperately... I told Erin I can't work this week because I need to study for my exams, but from past experiences, even though I'm in Poly or busy with other stuffs, I never fail to replace anyone for work unless it really clashes with my schedule. If anyone in the outlet would call me, and I happen to have the time to spare, I will definitely try my best to help... I don't think anyone appreciates my help in the outlet... Sacrifices I have made just to help cover other people from MC... No one sees it... no one will ever see it...
I'm so disappointed with Tim, I don't see a need of him making a big fuss in the outlet of me going to help Wati at Funan... It's so coincident that there were 2 people on MC in RX and Wati needs my help so I went to help her because I was free at that time... I'm not just doing a favour for Wati, its out of pure friendship... Moreover, I'm replacing Suzy, not any Tom, Dick or Harry... No one from RX called me to see if I'm free to help... no one... so how am I suppose to know that RX needs people...
I don't care what other people sees in me, my loyalty still goes to RX... Its the outlet where I learnt, laugh, joke and cry... Its my first outlet... I can't bear to leave RX yet...
I'm so disapponted right now... Really am....
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Thursday, August 03, 2006
*Busybody*
What do you do when two of your good friends end up in an argument?
Do you...
Option 1, sit still like a conniving little bitch watching how situation worsens
or...
Option 2, be the ''little angel'' to resolve the conflict?
Well, I was met with this situation and chose the latter
Its really difficult to encode, channel and decode what other people are trying to say. Firstly, you've got to think ahead of them, make sure whatever comments they are going to made wouldn't have any impact on anyone. You must be able to stand at a point of neutrality inorder to channel information from both sides in your brain. Lastly, you decode the information given to you and conclude whose in the wrong. After that, you will try to be tactful and talk sense to the person who has made the mistake.
As you try to convey your message to the targeted audience, they bound to get defensive, and in the end, whose in the losing end? YUP, the Busybody which is ME! Some people just don't understand that words are such powerful tools that can even thrust deeper than a knife. If they are unable to realise or admit their own mistakes, they'll learn it the hard way...
What goes around, comes around... You pay for the rightful amount of consequences upon the mishaps you showered on other people... It's a balance in life ;3
Do you...
Option 1, sit still like a conniving little bitch watching how situation worsens
or...
Option 2, be the ''little angel'' to resolve the conflict?
Well, I was met with this situation and chose the latter
Its really difficult to encode, channel and decode what other people are trying to say. Firstly, you've got to think ahead of them, make sure whatever comments they are going to made wouldn't have any impact on anyone. You must be able to stand at a point of neutrality inorder to channel information from both sides in your brain. Lastly, you decode the information given to you and conclude whose in the wrong. After that, you will try to be tactful and talk sense to the person who has made the mistake.
As you try to convey your message to the targeted audience, they bound to get defensive, and in the end, whose in the losing end? YUP, the Busybody which is ME! Some people just don't understand that words are such powerful tools that can even thrust deeper than a knife. If they are unable to realise or admit their own mistakes, they'll learn it the hard way...
What goes around, comes around... You pay for the rightful amount of consequences upon the mishaps you showered on other people... It's a balance in life ;3
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
~Opportunities~
Its been few months since I abandon my blog at the isle of the damned, now I'm back!!! So many things have happened and I don't even know where to start.
First of all, I would like to congratulate Mus'art for getting 1st prize in the competition again. It came as a shock as we didn't really did well on the stage. Well, nerves get in our way and the next thing you would find yourself realising is.... playing a wrong note, an extra note or even a mispitch in the notes. To put it in a shorter and more crude manner, I classified it as *SCREW UPS*
I happen to read on the comments given by the judges, (inclusive of the foreign ones) the scores already concluded how subjective they were, some can actually mark us up to high 90s while others can bring us down to low 70s. Judges are humans too, can't expect them to be equipped with the same mindset of thinking. Haiz... Anyway, its going to be another busy week for me, National Day Dinner performance plus Beautiful Sunday concert at the Esplanade. I have to tackle so many solo parts and guess what, only 1 practice before the concert starts!!! *Hope I won't screw up*
Recently, Jeff asked me if I wanted to work at Medicorp, still considering on the job... If I'm in, I would be working as a Singapore Idol back stage crew, not bad ha... Would be able to see Hady live on stage performing... His my idol man! *drool* Anyway, back to reality... Issac has resigned from TCC. Suzy, Fang Chew and Wati transferred to Funan and lastly Nana to OMB... I guess that's all... New people are coming in, I hope they are able to help RX and not bring RX down... I'm placing hopes on the new managers and staff, can't rely on ***... You guys should know who I'm talking to. :P
Coming to work has become more dreadful nowadays, seeing the people I don't want to see, working with the people I don't want to work with... What the hell!? Despite the fact, I'm still glad Damien, Bren, Yun, Shawn & Gim Wei are still here... Was really touched by the way Shawn worked, I can't seem to remember who helped me in work tasks ever since Sharon and the others were gone. The new staff are only doing what they are allocated, they show no initiative in their work, they don't help others if they finished theirs and will idle around until specific instructions are given by someone... I don't know what's becoming with the staff that's coming in RX... I just hope someone worthy would bring RX back to the way it was or perhaps improve on the current situation... We need MANPOWER!!!! What's wrong with the higher management level at TCC??? Can't they just dig someone from the grave or something???
Haiz... I'm so tired... Will update more on the way... this is only part of what I'm experiencing. Till then...
P.S. Sorry Wati, wasn't able to witness your departure at RX... We chill out next time ya...
First of all, I would like to congratulate Mus'art for getting 1st prize in the competition again. It came as a shock as we didn't really did well on the stage. Well, nerves get in our way and the next thing you would find yourself realising is.... playing a wrong note, an extra note or even a mispitch in the notes. To put it in a shorter and more crude manner, I classified it as *SCREW UPS*
I happen to read on the comments given by the judges, (inclusive of the foreign ones) the scores already concluded how subjective they were, some can actually mark us up to high 90s while others can bring us down to low 70s. Judges are humans too, can't expect them to be equipped with the same mindset of thinking. Haiz... Anyway, its going to be another busy week for me, National Day Dinner performance plus Beautiful Sunday concert at the Esplanade. I have to tackle so many solo parts and guess what, only 1 practice before the concert starts!!! *Hope I won't screw up*
Recently, Jeff asked me if I wanted to work at Medicorp, still considering on the job... If I'm in, I would be working as a Singapore Idol back stage crew, not bad ha... Would be able to see Hady live on stage performing... His my idol man! *drool* Anyway, back to reality... Issac has resigned from TCC. Suzy, Fang Chew and Wati transferred to Funan and lastly Nana to OMB... I guess that's all... New people are coming in, I hope they are able to help RX and not bring RX down... I'm placing hopes on the new managers and staff, can't rely on ***... You guys should know who I'm talking to. :P
Coming to work has become more dreadful nowadays, seeing the people I don't want to see, working with the people I don't want to work with... What the hell!? Despite the fact, I'm still glad Damien, Bren, Yun, Shawn & Gim Wei are still here... Was really touched by the way Shawn worked, I can't seem to remember who helped me in work tasks ever since Sharon and the others were gone. The new staff are only doing what they are allocated, they show no initiative in their work, they don't help others if they finished theirs and will idle around until specific instructions are given by someone... I don't know what's becoming with the staff that's coming in RX... I just hope someone worthy would bring RX back to the way it was or perhaps improve on the current situation... We need MANPOWER!!!! What's wrong with the higher management level at TCC??? Can't they just dig someone from the grave or something???
Haiz... I'm so tired... Will update more on the way... this is only part of what I'm experiencing. Till then...
P.S. Sorry Wati, wasn't able to witness your departure at RX... We chill out next time ya...
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