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2 weeks have passed and I'm still standing strong, typing a new entry into the same old blog...

As I reside in my warm and cozy home, I came to a conclusion that life in Tekong's not that bad after all... I pondered over the sudden evanesce of excitement as I sat sail on the fast craft back to Singapore... back to where I belonged... The short 2 weeks in army made me realized that there's alot of things I could do without... Mind over matter... Perhaps I adapted too well... too well that it didn't made any difference be it whether I'm stranded on an island or living in my own house...

To recap... The acute uneasiness(hyperventilating) in the first day was immediately vanquished when I realised I did not end up in Ninja... It felt exactly the same - before and after a tough exam... This company ironically became my neighbour... I witnessed the huge contrasts in both companies everyday... Sitting down on the pavement that conjoined both the companies whilst listening to the RO... I exchanged conversations with my buddy... Our dear neighbour (still training) amplified our feelings on how blessed we were... We truly cherish and love our company...

Having said that... Training is going to be progressively demanding and it is definitely going to get tougher... This is sadly the beginning of a new chapter... I must work hard to keep fit... I'm aiming a silver for IPPT... *fingers crossed*

Choices

Yes... Choices... We are often forced to decide on one when succumbed to tough circumstances... Choices we made vary from day to day; as easy as choosing an item from a grocery store to making one that would either mend or break one's life...

I have met certain people in life claiming to me that they have "no choice"... Has anyone realised that claiming to have no choice is ironically but a choice? When the answer "no choice" is accepted from the recipient, it is clear that chances may have been given beforehand... And the instant the recipient accepts "no choice" as an answer, it is concluded that he/she had already given up hope on that particular person...

Over the years, I've became less tolerant to people giving me excuses... The circuit inside me just gets shorter and shorter... Pending to trigger an explosion into hysteria... I often cast an incredulous stare at my poly mates when excuses good or bad are being thrown at me... It just goes to show the choices they have made... The different priorities they have set for themselves...

I hovered between two extreme ends in Poly... People either like me alot or they hate me to the core... Sad to say, being bothered by insignificant utterance from insignificant people was not even classified under my list... Some people are just so insignificant that I could even forget their names if I don't see them for a month or so...

Having said that, I'm glad the 3 years in Poly finally came to an end... I've got what I wanted, made great friends in the process and I leave with no regrets...

In less than 24 hours, I'm about to depart for another chapter in my life - NS... This feeling seemed surreal even though the thought of getting in had constantly lingered in the back of my head... I'm not sure how it feels to be inside... But I hope I will enjoy this experience...

I'm still glad that everything went on smoothly even though last year had been abit rough... We had our moments of happiness, sadness and definitely, foolishness... The bad thing is that it happened and the good thing is that it ended...

A quote from Desperate Housewives which I found rather true... "everyone has a dirty little laundry"... Different choices we've made had led to the creation of our own dirty little secrets... This quote had never been more relevant than it should be... It's the little choices that we've made throughout our lives that made us who we are today...

Something provocative to think about... What is left of us when the dirty little secrets we've guarded so cautiously... exposed to others? What will be left of us? Will we still be who we are?

I've left many unanswered questions in my blog... Perhaps that's the way of life... We seek to find out these answers...

And as I end this entry, the blog will officially be on 'hiatus' mode until the rightful owner - me returns!

P.S. To those who have made the farewell meaningful and special to me... A BIG THANKS to you guys! :)

Funny!

Cool video! The editing is good...

Fan-Made

This fan-made New Moon movie trailer is so much better than the original one... It shows even more exclusive footages from the new movie... Which brings me to wonder where did the new scenes came from? Was it leaked? Hmmm~~~

Old School

Some of my older friends were really surprised when I know songs like this... Well! My family had Karaoke sessions every week when we were living in Ang Mo Kio...
These songs are a must sing for me! Which explains why my Chinese was quite good when I was younger...

OMG

I watched this umpteen times! Pro! The woman kicked ass whereas the guy soso nia...
I liked the rendition of that Oye CoMo Va! Upbeat!

AWESOME

Words Of Gratitude

As I'm typing this entry... I seriously don't know what state I'm in now... Am I feeling happy? Am I feeling sad? Are those somewhat simple descriptions of emotions good enough to convey what I'm feeling at this point of time? I really don't know... I'm dumbfounded... This surge of feeling is really unbearable... So unbearable that I feel like bursting out in tears... But I can't... I don't know why... I can't even remember when did I last cried? The feeling of letting everything out... letting it go... letting it loose... I don't know why I'm feeling so emotional today... Has it been a long day? A very long and tiring one? Or is it the fever kicking in? I'm feeling dazed the whole day trying to get a grip on myself... What the hell am I doing?

Timo & Hannah just left not long ago... They surprised me with the belated birthday present... I'm really touched... They got me a headphone... It's from BOSE... Something I really needed even though I've contemplated with the idea of getting it at a later time... It was really a surprise gift... The thought of getting it really did crossed my mind before... Sort of a feeble passing idea that flashed through my mind and ended in that instance... It's really attentive and thoughtful of them to buy something I needed even though I did not verbally express the desperation to get it... Thank You guys... The words of gratitude and gratification is really something beyond what I myself can express in words... I thank you all dearly and love you guys...

And lastly, the chocolates from "SIN" which costs $50... That must have hurt the pocket really badly... Arigatou...

The Patches Of Darkness

This is the toughest jigsaw puzzle I've done so far... Even piecing up the moon itself wasn't easy... The shades were almost the same... The corner pieces surrounding the puzzle were insane! There were few pieces of puzzle that looked exactly the same! This created a 'domino' effect... The minute I joined them together... I realized the other sides don't fit... I had to remove the whole section and redo until it felt right to me... With countless trial-and-errors done, I FINALLY completed the border... And now? Patches of darkness... So please advice me where do I start??? Time is running out... Arghhh...

Britain's Got Talent

Susan Boyle sang "I Dreamed A Dream" again! She sang it even better than her previous performances... Bravo! Tim! You should watch this!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fS4v5_T5PA

Hollie Steel broke down when she sang "Edelweiss"... I was shocked... She cried and pleaded for a second chance... My heart "nua-ed" when she cried... Poor thing... It was LIVE by the way...

Hollie Steel Part 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=egEQ5V9koas

Hollie Steel Part 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nYOPUwROi8

The winner of Britain's Got Talent - Diversity
I had goosebumps watching them perform... It's so entertaining...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KJIz8BgRQc0

Embedment of videos was disabled by the provider... :S

Exhausted

The swimming session with Nicholas was totally uncalled for... Nevertheless, it was nice talking to someone I've just known... It's always interesting to hang out with different people... I'm so exhausted now... The whole waking-up-in-the-middle-of-night thingy made me so oozy woozy... I'm a mindless corpse typing every single word now without a soul, without a life... I'm so sleepy now... Zzzz...

New Moon Movie Trailer

I hope New Moon would be better than Twilight... I could already spot four differences in the movie trailer!

1)Edward did not exactly pushed Bella THAT hard when she got the papercut...
2)I don't remember Jasper crushing onto the piano...
3)Jacob transformed into a werewolf infront of Bella... That should not be the case
4)Bella should be in the meadow when Laurent was about to kill her... I don't think that's the meadow... Hmmm~~~

Anyway... I hope it's better than Twilight! Lalala...

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