Mesmerized

Music is an element capable of toying human's emotions...

Staring at the video... A hint of sorrow... Melancholy...

Sian-sation

Got back from an insane Remedial Training - IPPT Skill Training... I've never in my life perspire this much before... My entire body was literally "raining" with beads of perspiration...

Returned home and bathed... Sat down and log onto the internet...
Saw new albums updated on Mus'art's DECADE concert...

As I browsed through the photos... The word "sian" seems to be crumbling down every second like a falling debris... I've been missing alot of stuff! Urgghhh... I could've been there... playing music with the rest just like in the past... I've missed the most meaningful concert having played in that orchestra for so long... Isn't it ironic? This is my first time not playing for Mus'art!

No point ranting anyway... Haiz... I've made the decision and chose the path myself... I may not see the benefits now... However, I'm sure sacrifices are crucial and sadly, inevitable... It's for my future... I guess...

The song 'Training To Be Soldiers' best describes how I feel now...

These phrases are so irritating yet so true to the depth of the earth...

This is the toilet version I've created... Army guys should know the original ones... Which ever version is relevant to how I'm feeling...

"Training to be soldiers"
"Fight for the shit stains" (I'm a toilet cleaner)
"Once in a life, 2 times in a day!"
"Have you ever wondered?"
"Why must we serve?"
"Because we have no choice and we want it(shit) to be free, to be free... YAH!"
"Looking all around us"
"Shit stains everywhere"
"People having fun while I am cleaning shit"
"Have you ever wondered?"
"Why must we serve?"
"Because we have no choice and we want it to be free, to be free... YAH!"

"STAND UP! Fight for the shit stains!"
"Come on everybody"
"Do your part"
"Come on every soldier, soul and heart"
"Do it for your toliet, do it for your Singapore-YAH!"

Urghhh

Can't stop myself from doing dumb stuff... Same thing applies even for army... Urghhh... It's in me... Can I not be that stupid?

Viruses

People around me are all falling sick... Please get well my friends! 5 Att C in my section already...

The Kind Of Person He Is

Our platoon sergeant is the kind of person that is capable of executing a crazy roller coaster ride to us recruits both physically and mentally... He punishes us hardly and later explains his rationale behind everything he does...

I was abit overwhelmed by his explanation... I nearly cried but I kept the tears away... I don't know why... Perhaps it was guilt or even remorse? I'm sure a large number of recruits in the platoon felt the same way as I did... I asked Choon Ngee and he felt the same way too... That's the kind of wonderful platoon sergeant we have...

P.S. Timo is in Cougar! LOL! Bless you man... Hope you get through this 9 weeks of BMT without any personal "tekaning" session...