Work

For some reason, everyone was feeling hysterical at work... We were making a topic out of kissing and I was dragged into the picture... Everyone laughed so loudly that even the BIG boss came out to join in the fun...

Then Lai Peng said this... "Guobin ah! The laughs would not be the same without you being around anymore."

I kept quiet...

Retarded Retard

Ending it as if it were a dream...
Stopped like it was never meant to begin...

Still Dealing With It

When separation begins, it continues... and never stops... I've always hated the feeling of dealing with separation... as time sheds by, "inevitability" becomes stronger... humans live to experience this excruciating process...

Sometimes I just wish I was stronger and tougher to deal with this... I've been there, done that so many times... but sometimes, I just can't seem to get pass my own emotions... I wish I could bury and abandon them... But it never fails to find its way back to haunt me...

Bin... rule your own emotions, don't let them rule you...

That's It!

After 4 hours of meeting at work, all I can say is I'm so not going to have anything to do with IT stuff anymore... Mentally exhausting... Haven't had anything since morning... Haiz...

Did I mention that the IT personnel/teacher I had meeting with looks like YM in his 40s? LOL!

Feelings are important

Another one I've found... Damn is this meaningful...

I always thought that
what I do each day
is so vital
what I say each day
is so necessary
what I learn each day
is so stimulating
but I have found out that
what I feel each day
is more important
than anything else
and my love for you
is the deepest feeling I have
Thank you for your love
It is the most important and
beautiful part of my life

SICK LAUGH-ABLE JOKES

I was cleaning up Marcus stuff and I found this a piece of paper filled with jokes... I'll show you guys what is it...

1) 3 guys were introduced to a girl: Hi, I'm Peter not a saint. I'm Paul not a Pope. I'm John not a Baptist. The girl replied: Hi! I'm Mary not a Virgin.

2) What was the cause of the break up between Prince Charles and Lady D? Lady D discovers that not all rulers have 12 inches.

3) OLD MAN: Can you give me an erection? FAITH HEALER: I can make the blind see, make the lame walk and I can even cure cancer, but I'm sorry I cannot raise the dead.

4) 2 employees were caught naked and having sex in the office by the guard. GUARD: Aha! Violating company rules! Man: What rule? GUARD: Not wearing uniforms.

5) What is the difference between Biology and Sociology? A: If the baby looks like the father, that is biology. If he looks like the neighbour, that's sociology.

6) Define Impotence? ... Nature's way of saying "NO HARD FEELINGS"

7) A husband was asked: Do you talk to your wife after sex? His answer: Depends, if I can find a phone.

8) At the movie house. GIRL: Honey, the man beside me is masturbating. BF: just ignore him dear. GIRL: I can't. He's using my hand!!!

Save the best for the last! Here it goes!

9) Why was the 2 piece bikini invented?

To separate the meat section from the dairy section.

Hope you guys have a good laugh! :) Hehehe...

IRRITAAAAAATING!!!! VER. 2

そばにいて… says:
sultry is quite a strong word to use actually

p*kaE says:
woots

p*kaE says:
realise non of e girls are like that lol

p*kaE says:
will probably end up looking ridiculous if attempting to look sultry

p*kaE says:
hahhaha!

p*kaE says:
only bin can pull it off

p*kaE says:
LOL

そばにいて… says:
WEI!

そばにいて… says:
thnks ah!

IRRITAAAAAATING!!!!

"U"-Nick ©: Life would be much easier if I had the source code. says:
here comes the retarded

tim says:
all rise

"U"-Nick ©: Life would be much easier if I had the source code. says:
*bow*

"U"-Nick ©: Life would be much easier if I had the source code. says:
take your seat

tim says:
(gosh really the retarded sia)

tim says:
(he doesnt speak)

"U"-Nick ©: Life would be much easier if I had the source code. says:
he's retarded rem?..

"U"-Nick ©: Life would be much easier if I had the source code. says:
takes awhile

tim says:
*clears throat. seated.

そばにいて… says:
WEI!

tim says:
your honour

"U"-Nick ©: Life would be much easier if I had the source code. says:
see

tim says:
(oh gosh damn retarded sia)

:)

The game was secondary... What matters most was the company... Love you guys! :)

Gastric

Gastric hurt so bad yesterday... This is really the first time I'm experiencing this... The pain got even worse in the evening... I was forced to stop what I was doing and dragged myself to hide in the toilet coz I didn't want to alarm Marcus... He will definitely make a big hoo-haa out of it...

Couldn't seem to stand up as it was hurting so badly... I cuddled myself to suppress the pain hoping it would go away... 15 minutes went past but nothing felt right... Forced myself to stand up and get back to work... Luckily, the pain subsided towards the end of the work... Man... it was excruciating...

Exclusively for you...

You said you couldn't draw to vent the emotions like I do... So I did it on your behalf... :) Cheer up ya! and smile!!! :) Hope this picture serves its purpose and does its magic!

If you look closely into the faces of those around you, you'll catch a certain glimpse of a green-eyed monster. And then you’ll see the envy they have for you... how do you deal with such jealousy? There are many ways… but the best… is to simply share what you have…

Please

This ought to be some obnoxious weird coincidence....

1)Normally, I shut off my handphone during my sleep; this was to conserve energy as the battery life drains off quickly... I didn't do so today...

2)I woke up as I was thristy, went to catch a cup of water, it was 4am in the morning... When I came back, the handphone started to ring... It was a message alert...

It suddenly felt so cold and chilly in the morning... more like the coldness was coming from the inside than it was from the outside... I'm not sure why... After exchanging a few messages, I couldn't seem to put myself to sleep... it took me some time... it did...

Please don't be like this... please...

Abyss

After drawing manga for so many years... The eyes of one formulate the entire body, the entire expression of a character... I chose to draw this character because of her eyes... The eyes speak a thousand words... and yes... it was clouded with sorrow and desperation... was kinda the feeling I wanted to capture when I was down... I thought she represented how I felt at that time...

Surprisingly, the more I drew, the feeling just went away... I think drawing is one of the ways I vent my emotions... The emotions that I drew was kinda sealed in the drawing once the picture was done... Now I know why I had no worries or problems back in the days when I was younger... I seemed to draw everyday... I shall continue this hobby that was once forgotten...

And now, rubbish bin is back in action! I mean full force ya! :) Thanks for all the concerns... you guys know who you are ;) Xiao Ti, you can safekeep the coloured coffin for now... who knows you may be the first to use it? :P

:(

I was THIS close to skipping my part time work today... Thinking back, I'm glad I didn't abandon my duties... I will occupy myself with work, and I shall work till the day I fall apart...

Sorry PK... let's meet up some other time okay? :)

時光暫停

I spaced out hearing this song... yes.. true as the title says... It felt like my time stopped at that short span of 5 mins... I feel...

Make My Day

Being caught up in memories is a privilege reserved for people... Being free of the weight of one's past is a privilege reserved for those with no memories... Okay! I know I always come out with crappy quotes...

4 years is really fast eh...


The conversations, the talks...


Some friendships need years to cultivate... Some takes only hours...


Now I know why BC's shirt is always so BIG! His shoulders are like laundry h*****s... :P


And yes, he does the most random thing in pictures... GOSH!


And someone is missing... XIAO TI! WHERE ARE YOU??? AND "INNOCENT" JAMA?

.

I'm feeling extremely desolated and tired for some reasons... Having nightmares just aggravate matters... How sickening is it to dream and experience visions of your dad getting into a car accident?

I'm not sure what the dream is trying to tell me... One thing for sure, it doesn't seem very encouraging...

In reality, we cant seem to get long with each other... Sometimes, you just can't force the same magnetic poles to attract... The more you do, the worse it gets... I am not the type of accommodating son like my brother, I'm just a stubborn bullhead when I think I'm right about my own views... But still, no one would want their parents to befall into such misfortune...

I'm feeling shitty right now... Damn it! Slap myself!


Your message came at the right time... Thanks YM... :)

Do you still want to be served?

Waiter: "Are you finished, sir?"

This is what I will say...

Me: "No, I have not expired. I am still alive. BUT as you can see, I have finished my meal and I have set my fork and spoon together on the plate showing it to be so ready to take away for the last 10 minutes." :)

At Last

I'm so glad I got the chance to meet 'khaki' again... how long has it been? More than a year? Brings back wonderful memories we had back then working at TCC... Cleaning the same table... Crapping out of boredom... Sensing the rain coming with her backache and my running nose... How great was that?

But still, life moves on as it would be...

Threads of Fate

When different lives and people you've never ever imagined you will meet in your entire lifespan, crossed paths with you... you can't stop but to think of these reasons...

Why is this phenomenon happening? Then you start to ponder on the possibilities... can this be fate? Subsequently, you start thinking of that person... thinking what the person is doing at that instance... slowly, you contemplate... out of which, part of these "feelings" are contributed to regret... you start asking yourself... "why? why didn't I get to know this person earlier?"

The questions remained unanswered...

Something to share...

No matter how many times I've watched these videos... I still think this 2 pairs of couple kickass BIG time! Just HOT HOT HOT! *Sizzle* Ouch...

Lacey & Danny on Samba


Sabra & Dominic on HipHop

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桑田佳祐大好きだよ! says:
ya like DIgusting rite?

E5K1M0 says:
lik NO. it's totally diSgusting.

E5K1M0 says:
>.<

桑田佳祐大好きだよ! says:
*slap slap*

桑田佳祐大好きだよ! says:
and STOP using the sign!!!

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E5K1M0 says:
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桑田佳祐大好きだよ! says:
||| u so totally DIgusting!

桑田佳祐大好きだよ! says:
like TOTALLY

E5K1M0 says:
*ignores*

E5K1M0 says:
>.<

桑田佳祐大好きだよ! says:
slap urself!

E5K1M0 says:
*ignore*

E5K1M0 says:
bad bin.

E5K1M0 says:
没大没小

Visits

Had fun at Jama's and FatTim's house... Yummy food... Got to know even MORE NUS people... The desire to get into a decent university gets even stronger... Kinda regretted the days where I could have worked harder... But again, there's no point brooding over the past...

With Uncle YM & FatTim


Fooling around with Xiao Ti


This picture was taken quite abrupt... But it's nice! I like it...


Favourite picture of the day!

Very Good Bands

Riverdance by bunch of crazy kids... VERY ENTERTAINING


Year of the Dragon Finale


Divine Comedy - Inferno


Armenian Dances

忘れない

Why do I always recall the dreams I had when I'm awake? They are so real... Anything you've not thought of, happens in that "world". The possibilities are infinite... At that instance, it felt like he wasn't dead at all... What wishful thinking... The process of waking up hits me hard... It just shows that there's nothing I can do to bring him back again...

DIgusting

Wretched souls should be cursed... My brother just sent me the photo of his ex and the new boyfriend while I was at work... DIgusting... My brother is even more pissed than I am now... Why do such people exist? Sometimes, life is so unfair...

Keisuke Kuwata

Some funny clips from his advertisement... Enjoy!

Looking Back

You work to prevent yourself from thinking too much...
You work because you are so used to having money by your side...
You work because you think you can get contentment out from your own achievements...


Looking back... You are just an empty vessel living in your own void...

A Free Trip To....

I had the most surreal dream ever... The moment I woke up, flashes of the dream revolved around my mind... It seems that I was living in this "water house" that looked like those from Maldives... The vision kinda potrayed something like this...



I was resting on the wooden platform looking across the ocean... Everything seemed so real... The scenery was mesmerizing... I could literally "touch" the cooling water... As the boats rowed by, I shut my eyes and listened to the gentle breeze whistling into my ears...

I sat down at the edge of the "water house" looking at the water... it was crystal clear... I kicked the water like some little kid as my leg was just inches away from the water, the moment I had contact with the water, it felt real... I wished the dream could have lasted longer(I didn't really want to wake up either)... Haven't had such a nice dream before... *Must have been Keisuke Kuwata's song...*

Shirley Phelps

This woman makes me sick... Her beliefs and teachings are seriously insane and controversial... Wonder which planet she lives in... Seeing videos of her just makes me fume... Why do such people exist in this world? One word for her family... TWISTED!

On Fox TV LIVE


On Tyra Bank Show