Bidding

Think I'm experiencing an inner emotional upheaval.
The feeling of vexation is just too overwhelming! It's slowly devouring me from the inside!
The entire bidding process is seriously driving me crazy!
I cannot emphasize how irritating and disturbing this phase can be.
There's so many minute details I have to factor in.

Did I fulfill the prerequisites to take this module? Will this module pull down my grades? Can I cope with examination dates that fall back to back? Did I place enough points to ensure that I get my desired modules? Any friends taking the same modules as me? Did any timeslots clash with one another?

I should take a break from this mayhem. Hope it ends soon. Hell Episode 2 - Balloting is slowly creeping to our doorsteps. I need my dosage of Choya to calm my nerves!

I had fun in Melbourne.
The food was great so was the weather.
The mesmerizing view from Yarra Valley.
I swear I could get lost just by looking at the picture.

Melbourne

Leaving house in 2 hours time!
Singapore is way too hot for my comfort...
Time to experience somewhere that's cold!
Bye people! See you in a week's time! =]

S-Noose

I had so much fun in the Soci-camp!
My orientation group was awesome!
I can't really picture myself being in other groups.
Had only 2-3 hours of sleep everyday but it was worth it.
I saw ghosts during Fright Night, fake & real ones...
Got smeared in disgusting concoctions of sauces, drenched in soap water that was mixed with peanut butter jam, did an impersonation of Barbarella for a mini play, had lots of cheers & games...
Great memories... A great start for a university prelude!

2 words...

No Regrets

My Regret

The courage to confront soothes the dissonance of anguish.
Never leave any regret; pick up the remnants and arrange them to your desire.
Translate the tinge of sadness that lingers into energies of dominance.
The opportunity to retaliate can be sporadic, embrace it and never let go.
Sinking deep into resentment, articulate your malevolent thoughts with deliberation.
Fear not, for there's nothing left to consider.
With irony, I stay intact.
Letting loose ends remain where it stood...

I saw this from Khaki's facebook wall post, love this quote!!!

"When people hurt you over and over, think of them like a sand paper. They may scratch and hurt you a bit but in the end, you end up polished and they end up useless." - Chris Colfer

Camp

I'm a little flustered with the idea of going camps.
To be frank, I have never been to one. The thought of it just makes me cringe.
I'm not sure why. Perhaps I had enough of meeting new people, the process of feeling awkward is just so tiring. You have to break the ice.
I normally take the initiative to talk first, how I wish it was the opposite.
Nevertheless, I hope the camp will be fun.
I need to meet new friends, people whom I can rely on. To get me through university.
Let's hope I didn't make the wrong choice of registering the wrong camp.
And so, with an unsettling heart, I await the fateful day - 5th July.
Fingers crossed.