The point of no return.... A vicious cycle...
You're a utter disapointment...
Things are much more worse than I've imagined it to be...
I really have nothing to say...
Friday, October 30, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Happy
Got to meet up with Timo & Hannah in the afternoon...
Caught 500 days of summer... A rather nice movie in a different kind of way... The kind of movie that leaves a tingling residual feeling...
Met up with Kieron and Rodney after that... Everything's still the same... I still miss them dearly... Tekong days with them formulated one of the best few moments of my life...
And I have a buddy in ChongPang... Not the buddy system kind of buddy... But a buddy buddy... He's Weiqin and he's super nice... :)
I'm getting Vincent back to Mus'art after 5 years... I hope things go well! Things happened in the past made me feel helpless... But things in band are different now... At least I have a say in the things I do... I hope Mus'art will become a happier place with irritating people out of the picture...
Caught 500 days of summer... A rather nice movie in a different kind of way... The kind of movie that leaves a tingling residual feeling...
Met up with Kieron and Rodney after that... Everything's still the same... I still miss them dearly... Tekong days with them formulated one of the best few moments of my life...
And I have a buddy in ChongPang... Not the buddy system kind of buddy... But a buddy buddy... He's Weiqin and he's super nice... :)
I'm getting Vincent back to Mus'art after 5 years... I hope things go well! Things happened in the past made me feel helpless... But things in band are different now... At least I have a say in the things I do... I hope Mus'art will become a happier place with irritating people out of the picture...
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Mistral
I'm officially a Mistralian now... Glad I did not end up in IGLA... It requires one to learn how to drive a tank which I totally hate it to bits and pieces... Tanks = Hot & stuffy!
Manpacking in Mistral is going to be tough but I will survive... Let's hope it doesn't take a toll on my loose shoulder...
New weapon, new bunk... Haiz.... I seem to end up with buddies that are going to OOC soon... This means that I wouldn't have one when they are gone... The new friends made will keep me going...
Manpacking in Mistral is going to be tough but I will survive... Let's hope it doesn't take a toll on my loose shoulder...
New weapon, new bunk... Haiz.... I seem to end up with buddies that are going to OOC soon... This means that I wouldn't have one when they are gone... The new friends made will keep me going...
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Updates
In case anyone didn't know... I got posted to airforce in ChongPang camp... Vocation - ADWO... Air Defence Weapon Operator... Lots of friends there... One of my super old friends BJ is there in 3da... Junyong is in 3da too... Tian Hui is in 160SQN... YM is there too... Yes... The one with 3 chocolate bars which I refuse to salute even though I've seen him twice in the camp...
Took me close to 2 weeks to get use to the sudden change in the environment... To recap everything that's happened... I was really quite demoralized on the first day...
We were told to do 2 sets of 12 chin-ups before heading for lunch... This was rather a norm for people in Orion as it was the usual routine for us - definitely of lesser number though... My counts dropped... Could only do like 7 and 6 respectively... I observed the rest and realised something appalling... Approximately 90% were zero fighters... In my mind, I was like "OMG! Welcome to the world of becoming a MAN!"
It felt like I was back in the 1st week of Tekong... All of us couldn't do our chin-ups... This made me ponder what the rest of the companies in Tekong had did to them... They must be having a helluva fun chalet-ing everyday... It came as a culture shock to me... I realised my company was really quite tough on us when placed in comparison... The basic requirements and expectations of a recruit and/or trainee... the standards in drills badly reflect the sergeant's capabilities in their teachings...
Not that I'm being bias or that I'm "selling" my own company... I'm really thankful that all my sergeants were kiasu, selfless and dedicated bunch of people... My course mates complained about the tough training and all... I, on the other hand thought it was manageable... Hmmm... Oh well...
Night was terrible... I was emoing and all... I missed the old batch of people in Tekong... My companions... The laughter... Everything's different... I have to admit that I didn't really like my new buddy when we first talked... The vibe didn't felt right... But as time goes by, he's really not that bad after all... I just couldn't make myself to move on... I shall see what happens next... Met some really nice people I could really click with... Already spotted 1 cockster... Just can't have enough of this kind of people eh? Haha... Let's hope these 20 months will be fulfilling and enjoyable...
December 10 will be my POP day... Hope it comes really quick! And lastly, BOOMZ! Haha!
Took me close to 2 weeks to get use to the sudden change in the environment... To recap everything that's happened... I was really quite demoralized on the first day...
We were told to do 2 sets of 12 chin-ups before heading for lunch... This was rather a norm for people in Orion as it was the usual routine for us - definitely of lesser number though... My counts dropped... Could only do like 7 and 6 respectively... I observed the rest and realised something appalling... Approximately 90% were zero fighters... In my mind, I was like "OMG! Welcome to the world of becoming a MAN!"
It felt like I was back in the 1st week of Tekong... All of us couldn't do our chin-ups... This made me ponder what the rest of the companies in Tekong had did to them... They must be having a helluva fun chalet-ing everyday... It came as a culture shock to me... I realised my company was really quite tough on us when placed in comparison... The basic requirements and expectations of a recruit and/or trainee... the standards in drills badly reflect the sergeant's capabilities in their teachings...
Not that I'm being bias or that I'm "selling" my own company... I'm really thankful that all my sergeants were kiasu, selfless and dedicated bunch of people... My course mates complained about the tough training and all... I, on the other hand thought it was manageable... Hmmm... Oh well...
Night was terrible... I was emoing and all... I missed the old batch of people in Tekong... My companions... The laughter... Everything's different... I have to admit that I didn't really like my new buddy when we first talked... The vibe didn't felt right... But as time goes by, he's really not that bad after all... I just couldn't make myself to move on... I shall see what happens next... Met some really nice people I could really click with... Already spotted 1 cockster... Just can't have enough of this kind of people eh? Haha... Let's hope these 20 months will be fulfilling and enjoyable...
December 10 will be my POP day... Hope it comes really quick! And lastly, BOOMZ! Haha!
Sunday, October 04, 2009
As Expected
Yesterday's argument was so loud that it woke me up... Sadly, I couldn't be bothered with it... It's always the same issue... More uncleared bills on other credit card companies... Indeed, a vicious cycle...
Just heard something which flared me up again... A personal loan application!!! So what's his explanation?
He's taking the loan to study... Ya? My FOOT! He's already taking his part time studies now... so what's the loan for? I can't believe he still has the cheek to lie to Mum & Dad... I did heard from Mum about him going to travel with his girlfriend this year end... I shan't go into details... Really sick and tired of his nonsense...
You go to church, you even do social work now... Fuck you! You are just acting infront of your girlfriend, trying so hard to please your girlfriend when you yourself wouldn't do it if others were to ask you for the same thing...
Why do I have such a useless brother...
I sent this message to him... "I seriously don't know what you are doing to yourself... You better go and reflect on your actions... If you still think you are not in any wrong, then be prepared to face the consequences in future because it is you who choose not to help yourself..."
This is my first and the last warning... The next time I hear even more nonsense from him, I'll make sure his girlfriend break off with him... I'm going to wreck him upside down...
Just heard something which flared me up again... A personal loan application!!! So what's his explanation?
He's taking the loan to study... Ya? My FOOT! He's already taking his part time studies now... so what's the loan for? I can't believe he still has the cheek to lie to Mum & Dad... I did heard from Mum about him going to travel with his girlfriend this year end... I shan't go into details... Really sick and tired of his nonsense...
You go to church, you even do social work now... Fuck you! You are just acting infront of your girlfriend, trying so hard to please your girlfriend when you yourself wouldn't do it if others were to ask you for the same thing...
Why do I have such a useless brother...
I sent this message to him... "I seriously don't know what you are doing to yourself... You better go and reflect on your actions... If you still think you are not in any wrong, then be prepared to face the consequences in future because it is you who choose not to help yourself..."
This is my first and the last warning... The next time I hear even more nonsense from him, I'll make sure his girlfriend break off with him... I'm going to wreck him upside down...
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