Then Again

I think I might have lost all hopes on you... I thought I could still give you the benefit of the doubt... But I think things just don't work the way it used to... After hearing some of the stuff, I'm so pissed with you right now... I can't contain the anger...

Disappointed Again

I'm standing in such an awkward position commenting on your issues...
You know what you did... And it hurts me to even reprimand you over and over again...
Still remember what you told me? Telling me it's different for you this time...
Bullshit! You're full of bullshit!
I know it takes two hands to clap, making the relationship suffice...
But have you tried? Maybe you did... but have you given your best?
Have you not heed my words? Or am I just a spare tyre whom you seek when you're in trouble...
Someone who listens to you... Hearing what you have to say...
When will you 'mature' in this context?
You only seek content and moment of euphoria, but have you given thought to what it would be like in the long run? The consequences you have to bear, the person you will hurt in the process?
Why? Why can't you think?
It pains me to see you becoming such an irresponsible person...
You know how conflicting my emotions are? I'm your bro, your friend... I'm suppose to support you no matter what... But I can't delude myself... I see things... I've known you long and well enough to know how you react to problems in relationships... You run... You just run away from them...
You yourself know best! I shan't purge any further...
I understand it's not easy to call off a relationship... And that you'll be hurt too... But have you considered how the other party will feel?
Or perhaps you just don't love her anymore...
Please, please don't make me think any less of you anymore...
You may think it's unfair that I may have only heard her side of the story... But it's enough... Seriously enough... I don't even have to open my eyes to see who's the irresponsible one...
I know you'll be hurt seeing this blog post... But it's my way to show that I still care for you and that I want you to wake up your bloody idea...
You know what? Still remember the term I gave you? I think it still applies...

Harp

I bought a Rees Harp from wwbw... Okie... I know I'm crazy... But I've always wanted to learn it... It's so cool! I'm going to scrimp and save these few months... Damage done is... OMG!

I bought the fullsicle harp which allows access to all major/minor keys in music! It's like extra US$400! >_<


I bought a black one (check this one out!) It's like the only colour that looks pretty! The rest of the colours are weird...

A Nanny Perhaps?

The 2-hour conversation with Sergeant Darren made me lose my appetite... I'm flustered... I don't know how to persuade the course into believing a change that's happening... I seem to have a mountain to climb... Then there's that irritating guy's problem to solve... OMG! It's not the first time... Master previously told me to lecture this particular guy... Now Sergeant Darren... Am I a nanny or what? Or do I always appear in the wrong place at the wrong time? Argghhh....

What's done cannot be undone...
The damage dealt to one cannot be easily recuperated...
I can only wish for your recovery to be speedy...
May you get out of the slums or rather abyss... quickly...
No point dwelling on somthing that's never going to come back...
Because life will still go on without you...
WAKE UP!

"In our darkest moments, we all meet someone who will listen... some turn to friendly professionals, a few rely on those who are older and wiser, others seek out someone who knows what they are going through... but for most of us, nothing is quite so therapeutic as a good long talk with a good old friends"

This quote ended the latest episode of desperate housewives... The show never fails to make an indelible impression on me... Especially the lessons taught on the different walks of life...

Life in unit has been rather unpredictable these days... Sometimes you just feel unappreciated of the work you've done for others... What can one do other than sucking it up?

Nevertheless, a happy 21st Birthday to you buddy! Welcome to the world of 'adults'... :)

Libera

I wonder if anyone has heard of this group of angelic kids... It's so perfect and creepy at the same time... So scary!



This is the crazy ENYA song... OMG!

Physio Physio

Went for my first physio session in Alexandra Hospital... Very well-equipped facilities I must say... Great physiotherapists and nurses!

If there's this person you can't trust, then it's got to be the Medical Officer in army... The previous diagnosis was apparently false... Let's not even dwell into the physiotherapist I encountered in MMI... She SUCKS! Her attitude sucks as much as her skills... Does it make any sense when you complain to the therapist that your scapula is hurting and she later gives you exercises to strengthen your neck instead... Absurd!

According to my physiotherapist in Alexandra, there seems to be weakness in my left shoulder... Despite the fact, it fails to register to the brain to resolve the matter automatically... This causes the bones to 'function' on its own will and thus results in the grating of bones... The only thing recommended by her is that I strengthen my shoulder muscles to reduce or maybe stop the grating sound... This will take some time... Hopefully, everything goes well!

I need to relieve the pain on my shoulders...

A quote from Ruijie, "Friendship is like a piss in the pants. Everyone can see it, but only you can feel its true warmth."

Amid gross but true...